so, there's this huge decision i have to make.
i'd hate for it to look like i'm cheap, immature, running for the brand.. and i wish i could tell the whole world exactly what i'm going through, exactly the thoughts running through my head.
but then again, i don't.
i don't wish to.
for i have spoken to the people i want to speak to,
for i have heard the advice i needed to hear,
for i have received the support i wish to have.
but please, don't stop here. i will need all that so much more, more than you can ever imagine, these coming years. i hope i don't overwhelm you, i hope i don't overexert you.
but i will need you. all of you.
for i am scared.
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